Senin, 15 Agustus 2011

Collide - howie days

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

Collide - howie days

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

Selasa, 09 Agustus 2011

;_;

Kadang, satu2nya orang yang paling susah ditebak menurut gue itu adalah gue sendiri...
Misalnya, maunya gue apa, kadang gue sendiri ngga ngerti,, udah tau mana yang baik mana yang jelek, karena lebih menarik yang jelek, gue malah milih yang jelek.. Ending2nya gue nyesel, terus malah minta saran orang..
Tapi abis dikasih saran, gue malah ngerasa saran orang itu bukan yang mau gue lakukan... Dan akhirnya gue ngga guna minta saran orang lain-___-"
Kejadian begitu udah sering banget gue alamin..
Gue juga sekarang lagi ngadepin situasi serupa kayak yg gue contohin tadi..
Gue udah sering kali salah ambil keputusan, salah pandangan dan salah mendengar isi hati gue sendiri, walaupun isi hati gue adalah yang sebenernya gue inginkan, tapi itu ga selalu bikin gue bahagia...

Gue ga tau harus gimana sekarang, harus milih yang mana, harus ngomong gimana... gue bener2 bingung....

Minggu, 07 Agustus 2011

keputusan

Terkadang matahari tak bisa memilih
apakah ia harus menyinari hari atau bersembunyi dibalik awan
Bulan pun terkadang ragu
apakah ia harus menerangi malam atau berselimut dibalik awan kelabu
Ketika ia mulai menampakan sinarnya
tak lama ia bersembunyi di balik awan
Namun tidak demikian denganku
Ketika aku sudah memilih sesuatu
Aku tidak bisa kembali lagi, menarik keputusanku
Hanya bisa menyesali kebodohanku




Ketika datang kesempatan kedua yang ajaib
Mungkin tidak akan ada kesempatan ketiga
Aku harus membuat keputusan yang terakhir
Yang harusnya tak kusesali nantinya
Yang harusnya nanti membuat hidupku bahagia

Aoi Shiori - Galelio Galilei ( AnoHana OP1)

nan PEEJI mo tsuiyashite tsuzurareta bokura no kibun
doushite ka ichigyou no kuuhaku o umerarenai

oshibana no shiori hasande kimi to korogasu tsukaisute no jitensha
wasurekake no renga o tsumiagete wa ku
zushita

IKOORU e to hikizurarete iku kowai kurai ni aoi sora o
asobi tsukareta bokura wa kitto omoidasu koto mo nai

sou yatte ima wa boku no hou e oshitsukeru hizashi no taba
mada futari wa sugu soko ni iru no ni dou ka mata aemasu you ni nante
dou ka shiteru mitai

ichi PEEJI mekuru tenohira kuchibiru de musunda MISANGA
nee kyou mo kawaranai kyou de ame fureba denwa mo dekiru yo
sou yatte ima wa kimi no hou e itsu n
o ma ni ka kireta MISANGA
oshitsukeru boku no yasashisa o demo naze ka ienai mama da yo
hontou dou ka shiteru mitai

dore ka hitotsu o erabeba oto o tatete kowareru
sore ga ai da nante odokete kimi wa waratteta

ma ni atte yokatta machi wa shiranai furi o kimete nemutta
wasurekake no renga o tsumiageta basho ni yukou

umi o miwatasu saka o kakenobotte k
owai kurai ni aoi sora to
migite ni SAIDAA hidarite wa zutto kimi o sagashite iru

sou yatte fusaida ryou no te de dakishimete
iru haru no kaze
mada jikan wa bokura no mono de itsuka wasurete shimau kyou da ne nante
iwanai de hoshii yo

sou yatte ima wa boku no hou e toitsumeru koto mo nakute
mada futari wa sugu soko ni iru darou sou da kuuhaku o umeru kotoba wa
iya mada iwanai de okou

ichi PEEJI mekuru tenohira kuchibiru de hodoita MISANGA
shihatsu densha mabara na shiawase
nee kyou mo kawaranai kyou da

hontou dou ka shiteru mitai

____________________________________

Our feelings have been written down over countless pages,
But for some reason, I just can’t fill in this one line of blank space.

I put in a pressed flower as a bookmark and roll along with you on the bike we found thrown away.
We piled up the bricks we’ve forgotten and then tore them back down.

We’re being pulled to the same level, to be equals. All tired out from having fun
I’m sure that we won’t remember the frighteningly blue sky.

In that way, a bundle of sunlight now pushes in m
y direction.
The two of you are still right there, but I find myself praying that we can meet again.
There must be something wrong with me.

My hand that turns to the next page, and the misanga I fastened with my lips…
Hey, today is today, and that won’t change; if it rains, we can still talk on the phone.
In that way, I now push (Before I knew it, the misanga came off,)
My kindness in your direction. (But for some reason, I can’t say it.)
There really must be something wrong with
me.

If you choose any one, it will break with a sound -
That is what love is, I joked, and you laughed.

Good thing, I made it on time. Deciding to pr
etend not to know, the city went to sleep.
Let’s go to the place where we piled the bricks we’ve forgotten.

Running up the hill that looks out over the sea, under the frighteningly blue sky,
My right hand holds a soda, and my left han
d is always searching for you.

In that way, with my two occupied arms, I emb
race the spring wind.
Time is still ours to spend, so I’d love it if you wouldn’t say
That we’ll forget this day someday.

In that way, the present comes toward me without asking me any questions.
I suppose the two of you are still right there. “Oh, right, the words to fill in the blank are-”
No, I won’t say it just yet.

My hand that turns to the next page, and the
misanga I untied with my lips…
The first train of the day, and a sparse bit of happiness… Hey, today is today, and that won’t change.

There really must be something wrong with me.

Senin, 01 Agustus 2011

Sen Yuurei no Matsuri 31 Juli 2011

hehe.. kemaren saya pergi ke pluit village untuk dateng ke acara j-fest yang disebut SENYUUM... Sen Yuurei no Matsuri
Hmm... seru juga... di sana banyak yg cosplay jadi kuchisake onna.. ada juga yg (kayaknya) cosplay jadi korban penyiksaan yang matanya ilang satu.. haha... Saya foto2 sama mereka... seru lohh.... haha
Banyak juga yang minta foto bareng sama saya.. Mungkin karena lolita dress saya yang unik..
Tadinya saya sempet kecewa karena sepi banget pas saya dateng.. (jam 11.00)
Bokap akhirnya ngajak makan dulu, dia juga rada kecewa kayaknya, udah jauh2 nganterin, malah sepi..
Diluar dugaan, habis makan, keadaan malah tambah rame.. mulai muncul cosplayer2 dengan kostum2 mereka yang unik...
Saya langsung ganti baju dengan lolita saya dan jalan keluar.. Alhasil setiap saya jalan, tiap orang langsung ngeliatin saya.. hahaha... Cuek ajalah..
Trus, pas ada seorang cowok manggil2 saya, 'kak.. boleh foto nggak?' saya jawab dengan senyum, 'oh, boleh..' Saya kira dia mau foto sama saya, pas saya minta tolong kakak saya untuk fotoin saya sama dia, dia bilang, 'maksud saya, fotonya kamu sendiri aja..' saya kaget juga sih,, 'oh.. yaudah..' kata saya akhirnya... hahaha....
Trus yang tadi saya bilang ada yg cosplay matanya ilang satu, dia minta saya foto sama dia, tapi karena dia gatau nama saya, dia panggil saya, 'cici kawaii, aku mau foto bareng boleh ga?' Spontan bokap dan kakak saya langsung mau ketawa,,, tapi akhirnya difotoin juga sih...
Haaahh... kapan2 pokoknya saya harus ikutan cosplay lagi...